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I love my sisters and brothers :D

2010-11-17T08:57:00.000-08:00

hello ! hehe .
my house here got pasah malam ! just now mama kenghong and bobby come then we shop shop downstairs till ten plus leh ! so fun . go play swing . haha . MY ULCER damn pain . :(
my blog shall be alive !
Now i've got two aims in my life . i wanna slim down and get good results . hwaiting ! :D
and i will be a good girl now . study study and study . Time to study hard . i will . Time to play hard , i won't missed it . :)
haha . hmm . Trust me . i am sure i can do it . :D
ttfn .

I just felt alone .

2010-11-02T06:32:00.000-07:00

who the hell will understand how the fuck i feel ? who will be there for me when i need themm ? everyone and everything is changing . i really feel like dying . i really miss you all . :( i am so sad now .

Kbox was fun

2010-10-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

hey , monday went to k box . ohmygod . so damn fun ! i was singing throughout ! so nice ! honestly , my first time in kbox . GOOD IMPRESSION ! hehehe !

SISTERS , ILOVEALLOFYOU! <3

MAMA , ALYNN , LIZ , SHIRLYN , DEVONNA , CHIUMEI , XIANTING , KRYSTAL , PEIXIAN AND JOMIN !!! YOU ALL ROCK !! <33333333

Just random . haha

2010-07-13T02:29:00.000-07:00

cute horh ? heheheh

backie

2010-07-13T02:11:00.000-07:00

i have totally given up on you . i'm so not gonna think about you anymore ! i am just gonna study hard nowww . and i don't want to care you anymore . Sisters , i've done it ! <3>

yesterday was quite fun with mama and desmond . bought same earpiece with mama . haha . she force me ! And went to auntie anne and then to chamelone . Desmond took a pic of mama ! hahah ! here :

hahahahahah nice ??? LOL . i think she won't kill me lah horh mama ? hehe . xD

peixian , lichong , cheesoon and chiumei last minute cannot make it . so we three headed to safra ! played pool . then went home liao . so fun . hahaha . hope to go out like that again . <3

i love you all my sisters ! <33333333

hello .

2010-07-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

hey hey . now ispl ! so can use comp ! :D
oh yah .
MAMA ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! XOXO <3
today should be bored at home . ): sorry mama didn't went to celebrate ur bday with u .

nothing to post .
cya next week . <3

wtf is wrong with you all ? _!_

gah

2010-06-27T18:16:00.000-07:00

It was the first day of school REOPEN . And i'm here blogging . (:
First period was actually science . But it's mr sheikh .
And now it's project work . And it's like totally cool shit . MS ZAN IS OUR LITERATURE TEACHER ! omgomgomg . isn't it COOOOOLL ?? LOL
haha . and amera is peeping at my post now -.-
and now . i shall shingz off from this computer . (:

buaix <3

hi !

2010-06-21T08:19:00.000-07:00

helllieww ! :D back to blogging . sorry for my dead blogg . it's gonna be alive . soon . (: and yah . went to school . had geog remedial . and .. had guzheng . ohhgawd . the new song is so difficult to play siah . how i wish mama and xian ting were there with me ): so sian . guzheng not as fun as last time anymore . don't really feel like going anymore . but . still have to . ):
next . ytd was father's day . what a boring day . hahah . (: like no one knew it was a fathers day though . hahaha . everybody was like . HUH ?? FATHER'S DAY ?? HOW COME I DON'T KNOW ?! haha . that's their reaction (: haha .

tomorrow there will be geog remedial . and guzheng . guess not going for guzheng . (:

i really miss you .
saw you on thursday .
you really made my heart melt .
you are so cutee ! i love you ! <3
hope to see you tomorrow . :D

Do i ?

2010-06-12T07:58:00.000-07:00

Do i deserve all this ?
What did i do ?
I loved you .
Did you love me ? You didn't .
I'm really starting to hate u .
You really make my life like shit .

Maybe , it's time for me to get over both you . and me ..

i really really love u . ): T.T
Why must u treat me like that .
now , i think i'm hating you .

THANK YOU .

thanks for that _!_

2010-06-10T06:22:00.000-07:00

now i finally know what i am in your heart . On that day . i feel so sad after that conversation . i just feel like signing out and don't talk anymore . i lost all my mood . In the past , i was very very happy to see you online . But now .. i feel so sad when i see you online and just feel like offing my computer . i don't know why i just can't give up . i just can't . Can someone teach me how ?

_!_ fuck u .
should i just give up on you ?
I just don't deserve all this from you .
thanks for that . _!_

):

2010-06-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

left out , alone , sad and angry . is the feelings i have now .

why ?

2010-06-06T10:18:00.001-07:00

why do ppl always regret after doing it ? why do ppl always know what is important after losing it ? why ?

The pain is worst . why ppl is always so stubborn ? why ? why u always want to feel more pain in ur heart ? you don't feel hurt at all meh ?

i really don't understand . i just realise . i understand ppl more than myself . i am really lost . very lost . life is really confusing . when is all this gonna end ??? my heart hurt more than anything anyone . who can feel it ? no one . dreams only come true if u fight for it . same for everything else . the time now is 1.23 am . i just can't get to sleep . why ? cause i kept thinking what i should do . what i should not do . life is really confusing me . i wanna die . i wanna stop all this . but .. how ? ): T.T

TO YOU . i don't know what i am in ur heart . i don't know what u treat me as . but . i just know . in my heart , u are the very very first . and .. to me . u are a gem .

for the sake of updating

2010-06-01T21:11:00.000-07:00

to hazel . sis , sorry . cus there's really nothing for me to update . well . why is it all sad ? bcus sad things are always happening to me . only in school can make me happy . cus i can see the ppl i wanna see . i can play with u guys . no need anymore stress from home . how i wish i can really go somewhere far and don't come back . but i just can't bear to part with my sister's and my friends .

i am always in the wrong .
always .
even when i'm just trying to help out someone , i'm still always in the wrong . why ? why ? T.T
why is it always me ? well , i'm used to it ...

when i need u the most . where were u ? ): u were'nt there for me . i seriously miss u . i miss those days . where had those days been ? i want it back . T.T

ppl , thanks for those taggs . <3

form classs dayy ! :D

2010-05-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

helllieww . :D
Had form class day today . funnnnn . haha .
well .

I'm sorry for disturbing u if i did . sorry for irritating u if i did . i will never disturb and irritate u anymore . and it's a promise .
i know i am just too extra . i know . sorry for coming into your life . i am sorry . it seriously wont happen again . and i just feel so sad now . why do i feel so alone ? ):

ciao .

LEARNING WEEKKKK !

2010-05-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

heeeeeelllllloooooooooooooooooooo ! :D
today we had LEADER SHIP program ! hahaha . the second game , blow wind blow was extremely fun . heee ! :D we had lots of games today . and more coming tomorrow . so tomorrow i shall post more .

on wed . i missed school . vomited and severe headache . freaking ass pain to the core of heavens and hells . my gawd . seriously hurt ! ): and i miss the great part of school . well . mr sheikh showed class his PHOTOS ! :( ! i am so saddd ! i wanna see . but unfortunately . i missed it .. rawr ..
next . mrs ling wasn't there in school too ! so they had movie to watch ! haiiiiiiiizzzz !!! such a nice day . but i missed it . its tooo baddd !

alright . post more bout school tomorrow .. haha . love u guys . <3 buaizzzz

2010-05-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

teeeeehheeeeee

2010-05-12T03:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO !
exams are finally over . haha . but i still cant go out . ): nvm lah . maybe next week cann .

alright . next week gotta go school . i don't know when cca are starting but .. i don't really feel like going .. since no one that i'm close to is there anymore . i feel like crying . i feel so sad . i wanna see them in cca . ): haiz . forget it . i don't feel like typing anymore . completely mood-less . will update again if i feel like . i think i wanna change my skin . ttfn . <3 love u all esp. my sisters

heartbroken .

2010-05-11T05:07:00.001-07:00

Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate ? why ? my heart is crushing . yes it is . because i miss u . D:

D:

2010-05-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK OF FEELING SO LEFT OUT !!! SICK OF IT !

what a day i have .

2010-05-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

firstly . thanks xian ting for the card <3
thanks nilul for the piggy . <3
thanks ppl that wished me happy birthday . i love u guys . (:

what a birthday .. haiz . sorry papa . sorry mama . i love u all . <3 sorry for spoiling ur day .

atiqah , seri and niwanki , thanks . (:

was really sad today . cus of some reason . i caught in the rain .. dont feel like bathing . heavy headache now . D: HAIZ .

hope my day will really be better ... my tears . are naughty . they dont wanna stay at home . the came out . D: all keep running down my face .

i just missed u badly . D: but i'm tired of loving you . very tired . but . i'm willing to wait . cause i simply just .... love u .

i miss the days . i want it back . i want . i don't wanna be in the days like now . don't want . i really miss u guys and the days . T.T someone . help ?

you dont know.

2010-05-06T08:51:00.000-07:00

do you know how i feel ? no u dont . my heart is just breaking . my heart is only this small . yes it is . i know i weak . i know i am useless . but , it still hurts . let me tell u . take a knife and pierce it through ur heart . yes . thats my pain . i just cant get over u . D:

hope u get well soon . 3 more days to ur bday . :D
4 more days to mine :D
and today's , its , KRYSTALS .
happy birthday naima . hope u will be happy forever and be healthy and goodluck for exams ! :)

hope mama get well soon too . drink more water and stay happy and lastly , goodluck for exams too :)
i love u guys
exams exams and exams . how i wish exams are over already . haiz . what a birthday i will have . D: hope it will be a happy one ..

i love u . and i hate u . my heart is breaking now . it is really very very pain . i just , cant forget u .

STOP FOR NOW (::

2010-04-27T22:14:00.000-07:00

hello ! :D
exams are this fri . so gotta go and study and stop blogging for now . till exams are over . hehe . my grandparents are here at singapore . but my grandfather is sick . hope he get well soon ):

haa . now in DNT lesson . using comp . weeeeee ~

so . now .. i shall proceed to my GOOGLE SKETCH UP yaw . haha . so . ciao for today .

might post later . i love u all . <3

random one lah . so shh .

2010-04-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

每段路都有即将要来的路程。每颗心都有值得期待的成分。每个人都有爱上另一个人的可能。相爱就不能害怕会有伤痕。没有人完整却有人能信任才找到永恒。只有你能带我走向未来的路程。你能让我看见黑夜过去。天开始明亮的过程也是你让我看到的。这个可以证明我需要你吗？。。。

science centre ! :D

2010-04-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

哈咯！
hehe . yo yo . today had cool lessons . but , science test i totally dont know how to do . was laughing like mad the whole day :D
then it was english and cme . sheikh say because of the 10 ppl that are going fer the science trip so we do cme first . haha . and my group is the first and we had already prepared for the worst . haha :) then , i was laughing at hazel cus her presentation is funny . and when her presentation ends she walk pass me and pinch me ! ): it hurts badly . and now , my hand has a blue black . what a bitchzxzxz ! ):<

next , time to head for the science centre ! :D was funnnn ! on the bus we kept laughing . but once we reach , i suddenly no mood . but we did perfumee ! :D hehe . fun siah . then on our last perfume bennn kammm go mixed everything into his . oh my ass . it really stink like hell . shingzxzxzx mannzxzxz .
and he was like laughing all the way lorh . thenn he say holy shit it stink haha . so funny . then i re-do 3 times cause keeep having bangla smell . stink . so i dont want . keep changing . but i think muai current one also have a lil bit of the smell . oh man . and i bought mac hot and spicy fries . and a plain sundae . cool . and was enjoying my food there . haha . but we gotta go . so we 打包 instead . then have it in bus . haha . so funny . the boys keep making us laugh man . oh shit . only one word to describe . fun lurh . (:

after the trip . head to bedok inter and slack with yanting , javier , bryan and afi . haha . we walk around and go kfc eat . then eat liao go library and go home . haha . next . gotta go do revision ! buaizxzx !

xoxo. ciao for now . <3

Its ALXR ! :D

2010-04-20T05:43:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOO ! :D

firstly , happy belated birthday to xin . haha . owe me 14 :D muahaha .
secondly , happy birthday to YA HUI ! hahah ! you still owe me 10 :D haha ! fun fun !

aweeeee shit . exams are next friday . this friday is cross country . wonderfull . excellent . perfect . aweeeesooome . shingz manzxzxzxzx .

next . my PCIP project powerpoint is NOT DONE . omg . its due tmrw ! ): how how HOW ?! only one road . die lorh . ): shit lah . haiz . homework more and more . when is there time for me to do muai SR ???? >:(

for u , i pull it through . so cute .! i am sorry for getting on ur nerves all the time , but i already tried my best to co-operate with u but u still not happyy . what can i do ? i everything also will agitate u meh ?? haiz . if a sorry can make everything change . well . i am sorry . but i still know that , we are not close anymore. T.T

mother confiscated phone .. so dont sms mie . ps . :(

hello..

2010-04-16T19:45:00.000-07:00

hii hii !
have not been blogging for like.. ermm.. how many days ? haha . i not sure . i am kinda sad this few days .. haiz . had lost my RING ! the ring that mama gave to me ): so sad . i cried couple of times . cause its so precious ! the only ring that mama gave to me . ): and i lost it.. ah.. )': had oral after that stupid day of mine . then head home .
and i forgotten what happen next few days . so i shall post the ones i remember ;D

thursday

shake wasn't here . and most of the teachers also not here . so had fun the entire day . haha . how i wish every thursday is like that .. WOW . haha . after that .. home ? think so.. shit . STM is getting worse :X eh no . during english i made hazel do a split . HAHA

friday .
haha ! geog was fun though ! cause it wasn't that boring as usual . haahaa. and history also . didn't expect me to pay full attention during this two lessons . and art also fun ! but i did not complete my test ): ah.. gonna fail . badly . then maths . the worst . i hate maths . maths maths maths . so much homework . so what if MYE is coming ? must have so many pieces of homeworks and so many times of tests ? grrrr .. teachers always thinks that they are right . in fact . the are STRESSING US ! geee . :@ ! after that i went home . so guai . :D

ppl please tagg.. ohh man. i have to stay at home the whole 2 days ! so bored ! :(
tata~~

everything is gone .

2010-04-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

It’s over.

He’s gone.

Why do we have to part while the love is still there?

Why do we have to suffer?

Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?

Why do beginnings have an end?

Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered,

Words left unsaid,

Letters left unread,

Poems left undone,

Songs left unsung,

Love left unexpressed,

Promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go.

It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you’ll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting.

It is they who stay behind that suffer because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.

At the beginning and at the end of a relationship we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.

Unfair as it may seem, but that’s the way love goes.

That’s the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love.

After all, nothing is constant but change.

Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us knowing why.

And we must forget not because we have to but because we really have to.

In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in battalion.

And it seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every turn of your head,

Every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye, every breath that you take always reminds you of him.

It’s like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night.

Funny how the world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing, just imagine there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other.

I don’t know if it’s worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on your part.

Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with “and they live happily ever after”

Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end. Like every dawn has its dusk.

It’s something we can’t control, something we had to live up.

It’s over.

He’s gone.

But life has to go on.

Goodbye doesn’t always mean forever.

There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered,

Words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled.

Somewhere, somehow, someday…

everything is over . over . over . gone .

hah .

2010-04-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

hiie .
april fool was fun though . haha . went around tricking ppl . eh ur zip . eh birdshit. haha. and in class go around say i love u i like u to boys ! omg. haha . shall not say out that particular thing. haha. only some ppl know. then after sch went homee . then yesterday met mama. she cute sia . she come my house then mi lu . haha ! i was laughing all the way .. then she keep saying i siao zha bor . then we slack at my house downstairs .. went playground . then korh called say i hungry . so i went to buy food for him . then bought for whole family and there goes my 20++ . grr . then me and mama went to eat . then after eating go walk walk . while walking we saw this dog . and mama said , hello . and he chiong towards her . and she scared till run away . so funny ! then somemore this dog is tied on a tree. haha . she so scared. then buy bomb . go throw on floor and run away . haha . then i peii her go busstop jiu go home liao. i make her missed one bus ! haha ! ttfn ppl. byee ! :)

i just realised how cute u were on april fools day ! haha ! i lovee u !

WE . were not as close as last time anymore. i dont know whats wrong . but i think its my fault . that day . i felt so left out when ur were talking and laughing. i dont know why but i think that u all hates me. what i did wrongly . and for that entire day . i have not been talking alot. instead. i have been thinking alot... have i changed ? or haved YOU changed ? ppl in class are saying that i have become much more quiet. did i ? idk. maybe . I did. well. i really really felt very very left out. i will try to get out of ur life , ASAP .

tee hee~

2010-03-29T04:47:00.000-07:00

Friday

Sports day ! weehee . woke up at six thirty . took a quick bath and went to meet xiaoo wee wee at the bus stop and we walk there together . then reached . marked attendance.. blah blah blah . and. Tug-Of-War... then i won medals.. haha ! bronze.. then go back home then blah blah blah.. and ta ta .. haha

Saturday

EARTH HOUR !! HAHA ! was okay luh .. not say very fun but still , fun. and we gotta stay till 10 PM !! haha . and performers.. shout till sore throat . oww . ): and that all . was home at 11++ and no one at home and mummy is chasing me home -.- . dunno for wht . lols . then was very tired . and my whole body aching thanks to the sports day . arh.. both arms are injured . so ppl . watch where u hit yeah ? cause it hurts.

Sunday

normal normal normal and the story starts now .
met wee wee and wee wee bro at bedok inter. went to transfer cash . and we all head to simei and collect wee wee bro's phone. and after that . went to get fries.. and.. headed homey ! haha. wasn't caught by mummy . ~phew~.. lol . then normal .. then.. homework time ! haha . then sleep .

Today .

the worst day at the start of the week . omfg . got detention till 5 ?! but i ran away . :X i ran away for guzheng !! haha . gonna get a scolding by sheikh for sure ! ): i'm scared . ): arh.. but mummy says nvm one. then blah blah . and after guzheng . wee wee kissed me . and i kissed her back . i made her cried lots of times . sowiee. ): really sowiie. and headed home . and i'm here ! hii ! lols. kay luh . haven bath . gotta go now . BBFN ppl . love you all . especially sisters ! and HIM . hehe . buaiz. ( omg he is so cute .. ! ~~ )

regretted .

2010-03-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

i regretted it . how i hope time will turn back . me . is someone. that is very stupid . stupid for not believing ppl . i dunn really know that u are that kind of person . i believe u so much . why must like that ? maybe . i should look at u . in the way they are .

you changed . u were not tad guy i knew earlier . u were not . u wasn't a person that would give up so easily were u ? why ? i believed that u wont give up for small breakdowns. i hope u will think and reconsider again whether to be the strong , stubborn , confident .you . or . u wanna be the soft , no confident and someone that give up easily ? just because u heard someone telling u that thing and u give up . how can u . and the way u are now is obviously ridiculous. ridiculous. its not u anymore. not u . the way u treating others . totally . different . you changed .

monday .

haha ! shiekh wasn't here. cool . sch were as per normal . did not attend taf as well. teeheee~ after sch was guzheng ? hoho . fun ;) cher was chasing me everywhere . haha . still cant catch . LOUSY LAH :X after that . head home .

tuesday

shiekh back ! :( lols. so was asking fer hmwk and hmwk . haha . maths learn new topic and farah wasn't there . quite peaceful :X and during pe . i did not do anything . they did shutter run and standing broad jump ? 2.4 soonnnnn .. argh.. shingz . hate it luhs. and ended sch . and home sweet home . well . not sweet luh . HAHA .

today .

today. i just realize who are u . and who am i . well . i'm stupid .
ahh . was almost late fer schh ! reached at 7.45 . phew~~
and. mother tongue lesson . which is boring. it always bored ..
and then.. normal .. now . english . grrr. no file and journal . was punished.
detention . ahh . :( so went there . spent 1 hr ++ there .
and hazel is so funny .
mama was there with me . :D
kay . i just notice that everyone is in love with justin bieber ?! oh gosh . almost every blog has his songs ! omg . ppl are mad nowadays. hahas.

kay . shall end my post here today . love u'all .

I LOVE YOU . ( for you )

ahh .

2010-03-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

hi .
omg . i am so sian at home . can someone sms me and talk ? omg. i wanna get out . throat is hurting.. ): ahh .. i wanna die. i miss sch . i miss sistas. i miss everything.. ah.. :(

i am feeling so weird now. i dunno what has happen to me.. i am really suffering ! :( i wanna cry . i dun wanna be alone anymore.. why do i feel so alone now.. why.. i am not the accalia u known last year anymore. i've CHANGE.

shit that shop

2010-03-13T21:38:00.000-08:00

ahhh . hi .
u know what ?
on tuesday i bought and mp3. well . it simply just too budjet ! geeee. on wed its spoiled. shit .
thenn , yesterday . i brought it over to the shop. and they did somthing to it and its working again. well .. today its spoiled again . GRRRR . BUDGET LA .. SO MAD . :( i want mp3. mummy says she wanna buy one for me. but now haven. i need mp3. i cant live without it. :( i am so sad.

MP3 I NEED YOU !!!! :'(

BACK !!

2010-03-12T19:14:00.000-08:00

hey peepol ! i am back from malacca ! hahas. not say very fun but hai hao lah .

1 . first day . when leaving that time. i cried. because i miss my mama . den i saw hazel . i wanted to cry again.. but on the second thought. better not.
2. arrived malacca. cried again. cause miss mama and hazel. den awhile. okay liao. get hyper.
3. was chosen to sing in front of the bus. i sang. lol..
4. went touring.
5. 2nd day . went hiking which makes my leg pain like shit . then shopping time ! hahas ! nothing much to buy lahs. sorry ppl !
6. third day. went to forest.. and played some games that are not THAT fun. so mr sheikh decided we , play our own games. ms yeo told ghost stories in damai. omg. so scary . i'm not going to tell mama about it. she will scream out loud man..
7.the lunch was TERRIBLE HORRIBLE AND UN-EDIBLE! omg. seriously it sucks.
8. soon . yan ting went to treat us ice cream . hahas. and cher copied him cause she paiseh. instead teachers treat students. students treat teacher. lol!
9.head back to singapore! wooohoo!! lastly. on the bus were having much fun. hahahs. soon not long.. arrrived singapore ! weeehaaa!
10. arrived school. saw mama.. and yah . walked them home. qiming and her.. she never give me a hug. :(
hahas. nvm . :) den finally arrived home.

hazel . sorry for not buying stuff fer u . sorry bitch. we did not have enough time to find something that suits u . we went the whole malll and even got lost -.- . bitch. sowie. we cannot find anything special and its all in pink fer u . but no worries. i will get u one soon ;)

thats it . haiz. i dunno whats happening to me ! ... :(
ciao.

shit me.

2010-03-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

hi .
1. jie ! happy birthday to you ! haha ! sixteen liao worh ! hahaha. jiayous for everything and last long with jason. (=

2. me. down with flu , cough , sorethroat and asthma.
went to e clinic today. was crowded like no one's business.
soon , its my turn to see the doctor.
doctor says i dont need a inhaler . and i was like. wtf ? i do need one ! or i will die !
he say i will be fine after few days...
now. mummy dont want me to go school tomorrow. she say . is either half day or what. :-@ ahh. so mad . is my last day with muai sisters whats the problem with her ?! i just wanna spend a few more hours with them you cuo meh ?! grr.

next , going sch tmr. i hope not half day . i going to beg her like hell.
that all.

pika ! :D

2010-02-28T20:22:00.000-08:00

HELLO !
hahahs.
now in school . project work . -.-
no ones listening. ;)
bored bored bored.
hazel and shirlyn is beside me . lols. shirlynn wants me to say that she was beside me. -.-''
i wannt end schhh !!! :(
sianz.
and hazel . hope u can really get ur passport renew asap . :( i wan u to go .
without u is = without fun . :(
haiz.
hazel , cheer up . think in a positive way . YOU WILL GO . hope ur mom really will send over ur stuffs ASAP . really .ASAP.

ppl . common test papers are all given back . :/ i failed LOADS . except geography haven take back i think ? haha ! chinese i got 40/50! hahahs. continue later on yeah ?
ciao :)

hie

2010-02-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

FIRST ,
happy bday to lee peixian .
jiayous for o level yeah ?!
and and take care urself and hope ur wish come true !

okay . next . went to tm with mama and jiamin . then walk walk shop shop . bought present for peixian. :D
then , went to east coast . then head home lor.. when in mrt keep laughing cause the balloonss. look like some sick stuff . hahas. so funny . and it hitted jiamin face . so we kept laughing non stop. then at home when bathhing leg damn pain . cause the shoes i wore today were newly bought. ahhh .. so pain . :(
nothing liao. now so damn bored sia. :( nothing to do .
and i am freaking excited bout the trip to malacca. sounds freaking fun ! :D hahahs . i'm now off to youtube for ms swan ! ciao peeps !

hey there.

2010-02-24T00:50:00.001-08:00

hi peeps .
yesterday during pe . i hazel and others were acting nerd when playing football . and we are all laughing like mad. next , had our science and history test ! ah.. coming up is maths and geog . and today . in the morning , during taf. i acted like a nerd. hahas . then after that , during sheikh's lesson , damn slack . haha . and we had chosen our room mates in malacca ! i sleeping with devonna. shirlyn with xian wen! hahahs. then li rong no one wants to sleep with her . hahahah ! sian sia. this few days in school damn tired.. keep falling asleep . maths test is damn scary ! ah ! i scared i fail . damn god ass hole. and wait. i missed out something . during science lesson i and hazel speaks , GOOD english . as in . no vulgarities. hahas . it was fun though. and.. that should be all..
i am so excited for the trip but .. sad too .. :( i'm gonna misss my sisters .. :( . but come on ! its only 3D2N . its gonna be fast yeah .
oh ya . lastly. i want to speak good english from now . except mother tongue. but sometimes i will get outta control and some vulgarities fly out from my mouth . hahahhah .
okay . gotta go study fer my maths . cya . ciao .

i'm sorry .

2010-02-22T06:19:00.000-08:00

i am sorry .
i did it out of anger.
i did not know that u would be mad .
i am sorry .
i was too extra..
but i just kan bu xia qu.
anyway. sorry . promised wont happened again..
haiz.
i should not be so extra.
i know.. i know.. i everything also know...
maybe we wont go back to last time ..
maybe we will be worse.
maybe, we wont even talk.
well , i deserved it .
i will try to disappear asap..
i am just sorry for what i have done.
i regretted lots..
i want to turn back time but i cant.
maybe.. its time for me to grow up .

FUCKER

2010-02-22T04:45:00.000-08:00

EH SON OF A BITCH.
I HATE U .
WHAT HAVE U DONE TO MY JIE .
U HURT HER DEEPLY.
AND U ?..
JOKING AND LAUGHING AAROUND EVERYDAY.
LIKE THAT FUN LA ??
THIS IS CALL WHAT ?
LIFE ? TO U ? -LAUGHS-
DONT BE A IDIOT LA . RETARD.
I HATE U .
SERIOUSLY.
WHO ARE U ? WHO ARE U TO DO THIS TO MY JIE ?
DID U TREASURE HER ? DONT TELL ME U DONT KNOW SHE IS HURT DEEPLY. U BULLSHIT LA.
EVEN THOUGH UR BROKE UP , MUST TREAT HER LIKE STRANGER MEH ? WHAT U PROMISE ME U FORGET ?
U M*****F***** .

okay . enough scolding . back to sch . had science test today .. DIFFICULT la. :( sure fail . other then this.. nothing else le. was boiled up while reading some shit sms-es . blog other day. ciao

can time turn back pls..

2010-02-18T01:55:00.000-08:00

HI .
things are not like last time .. its different.. its changing.. why are things changing.. why .. i really want the days we had last time.. why aren't we as close as last time ? why.. :( i really want time to be turned back .. :( T.T .
one is not close with us .. one got art..
i really want to sit down with the 3 of u and eat together. when will this happen ?.. i really miss those days we had.. the day when we were in KFC , having so much laughters.. so much fun . but now.. everything seems gone.. two are graduating soon.. this year.. i might be trasferring sch.. hais. T.T
i dont wanna leave my sisters. i dont want to leave damai. why.. why aren't things the same as last time. why must it change.. yeah . we said , sisters forever.. but.. will u remember ?.. after ur leave damai ? u sure ?
i really wanna SOL(scream out loud).
sisters. i miss u all . :(

2 . schools are not as fun as last time too . hardly can see jo and px .. hardly. really .
3. things are starting to get complicated.. i dont want ! :(
4. academics worst.. haish .
forget it..
i will be posting more maybe next week or tomorrow bahx.
ciao pipps.
sisters.. i love u .
and i seriously miss those days. :(

LOL

2010-02-13T22:20:00.000-08:00

hey there !
hahaas. in grandparents house now ! wearing my new clothes ! wah .. nice.
SO MANY ANG PAO !! GOSH .
i'm gonna keep it all ! hahaha ! so much money !
hahah .
i still caant get this blog PROPERLY done .. argh.. stewpud links.. shingz ..
haha . okays . gotta go other place and collect more ang paos !!! haahhahas !
CIAO !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE ! <3

AHHH .

2010-02-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

ahh ,
damn this blog. i cant post up my link . ah.. my links..
shitty blog. i hate u .
sorry . for the time being. only can tagg and view peeps. hahas.
sian..
happy chinese new year !!! hahas . and and ..

jie ! happy forth month anni ! jys for everything and move on to the future ! LOADS of things are waiting to be done by you . we will always be here for u ! love you ! sisters forever! muacks ! hahas .
i think today will be home late.. heehaa. cool .
tomorrow can wear new clothes ~! my gawd! i am so excited ! dont know why ! uh uh sia. hahahs . follow my brother . everyday at there saying " uh uh sial" hahahs. i had been laughing liake mad. and now , i'm hooked to it... hahahs .
hope i can get this blog done soonnn !!! hahas . blog tmr perhaps . ciao peeps.

it do makes a difference..

2010-02-13T04:43:00.001-08:00

hello !
hahas . new blog. yupp . gonna start new yea ? lol . currently in great aunt house now.. had reunion dinner here.. hahahs.
fun uh. kept plating and playing.. perspiring now.. hahs . i want a shower ! arh! hahahs . gotta blog other day yea .. loves..
tata~